Inasmuch as I enjoyed, photography, travel, visiting museums, libraries, gathering materials for my blog, my works have not monetized.

The real reasons of starting the blog are personal, ie; recovery from injuries, decreasing exacerbation of those injuries, relocation, and my daughter, Ashling missing.

The room expert vision, was pieces of useful information, fact based, herb growing/remedies travel, hobby, light and enjoyable scenery, that gave me comfort.

The nah-sayers, only saw “vacation”. I assure you, this was no vacation.

Not in any thesasarus will you find “fleeing” and “vacation” as interchangeable.

What I chose to do as work, and with the possibility of my children seeing, was one where I struggled to keep things light.

I was hoping to sell my works, and have it be that creative outlet, that I needed to balance horrific tragedy and abuse. I started the blog, continued my education, I did so much, despite numerous obstacles, injuries and trauma. And trauma is not what I am about, but that is what happaned to me.

By the time we came to resume/cv/cover letter, I decided no. I need a break from the taunters. I know my life. Even today, a guy, with that low tone “jeff said you weren’t his wife, you were just the baby momma”. As another one is starting her crap.

I am not just a nurse, I am a Registered Nurse, and a mom. I have been so undermined, things that I am so sick and tired of re-visiting. Those that aren’t do not know the ambivalence of being in a profession, highlighted by a global pandemic, and the impedment to essentially everything.

Stop asking me if I’m horney.

Stop calling me a whore.

Do not use taunting statements like “you look too quiet” and then start gas-lighting low toned phrases. Don’t call me a “bum”.

I have shut down my blog on facebook, closed off all my scenic pictures, videos, pictures of my children, pictures of me.

My injuries, are none of your business.

It is not your job, no matter who tells you it is, to follow, stalk, assess, taunt, make me talk, and lie in waiting. My verbalization, my ability to walk, talk, has nothing to do with you.

Stop falsifying documents, just stop. Stop assessing my cash, my bank accounts, and then actually stating, in front of me.

Stop phishing my phone. Thats been going on for years.

My sexuality,  has nothing to do with you. Nothing.

The retailitory effects of legal nurse consulting, has been enormous. Of that which, I have also ceased.

KS